suay-ed

even a simple action like sending a song could go wrong.
tell me how suay can i be?

I gave up

the perfect gift

been thinking of what to get for you on your birthday.
I know receiving it or not doesn’t make a difference because its insignificant to you.
but still..
simply because its your birthday, i wish to get you something you yearn for.
thou i have no idea what would that be yet.

every time I try I get tongue tied

Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something’s just aren’t the same
What could I say?

exams over.

finally having sometime for myself.
to think and feel
emotions.
been trying to brush it off each day,
but it reaches a point where you have to stop
and let it overwhelme you alittle
its very tiring to keep suppressing it
really
so for today i’ll let myself off
not that i would allow myself to think abt this issue all day
but just let whatever that comes flow.

mine.

i think is the rain.

I wish at some point of time.
somehow. someplace.
you will be reminded of me.
even if its just for a second.
it will do.

woke up from my nap and couldn’t stop crying.
no is not from a bad dream or what.
its simple.
i miss you.

edited*

We said let go but I kept on hangin’ on
Inside I know it’s over you’re really gone
It’s killing me cause there ain’t nothing that I can do
baby, I stay in love with you

I stay in love

Tarot reading for Amanda:

 

Love:Death	Love:Death
	Touchstone: The Sun
	Career: The Star
	Your heart bleeds today, dear Amanda, and you’re finding it difficult to smile. The combination of the Sun and Death is asking you to draw a line under a painful situation that’s been dragging on for too long – a relationship that’s ended badly, a friend that’s gone away… whatever it is, you’ll have to get over it and believe in a happier future if you want to get that smile back on your face.   Today, your professional ambitions know no limits. The Star and the Sun will bring out your intellectual capabilities, and thanks to your analytical skills you will be able to see the pros and cons of a situation at a glance. Nobody will be able to pull the wool over your eyes, that’s for certain.